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[imagine831]

life is a battle
and i'm in the front
i don't get a break
because pain always comes
i can't let my guard down
i can't let anyone in
my breathing gets harder
my resolve grows thin
old pleasures cause new pains
my life brings pain as it snakes through my veins
i wish that the blood that keeps me alive
would cease to pump and i would just die
so i wipe away the tears that i don't cry
i take all my pain and push it aside
pretend that i'm happy
pretend i'm okay
hoping that it'll be true some day

i think that my heart may be broken
but there's no way of knowing
cuz every time i think of your name
i feel anger before i feel pain