lonely traveler

[imagine831]

i am a lonely traveler
no matter how many boys come my way
for myself, i'm not a lover
so alone i must stay
you've gotten through the wall i built
and now on the inside
i'm still afraid of getting hurt
but now there's nowhere to hide

we travel down this road together
getting lost and finding our way
but when you call me beautiful
i try to shy away
no matter how close we grow
i may always feel alone
will you ever really know
what just can't be shown
you can tell just by my hello
that something isn't right
but will you ever really know
what i keep inside

i don't know where my travels lead
is it a road for two
or just a road for me
i like to think i'll stay with you
that we mean forever and ever
but i'm just scared, my b
that we won't end up together

that your lonely traveler
will truly be alone
getting lost forever
living in the wall i'll grow
i'll go back to being numb
doing whatever with whoever
i'll try not to realize how dumb
i am without my lover

you keep me company
through my travels
our roads fit together perfectly
lets watch how they unravel

but darling i still feel alone
i still feel scared
even after how close we've grown
and how much i have bared
i still fear this road
and your lonely traveler
feels lost with this load
i'm still afraid to uncover
the parts of me that i don't like
even when it's just us
i'm afraid of what you'll think
i know that it's rediculous
here i am traveling this way
wondering what's in store
hoping that someday
i won't feel alone anymore

this lonely traveler keeps getting lost along the way
really, i just want everything to be okay