scared

[imagine831]

i may be fearless to the world
but inside i'm a scared little girl
i fear the silliest things
like scary movies and bugs with wings
sometimes i get nightmares
and lie in bed awake scared
but i can deal with those kinds of fears
like serial killers and things as they appear
the real scary stuff is way down deep
the real reason that i can't sleep
cuz i fear myself and i fear being alone
i fear all that is unknown
the fear of not being good enough...
but still, i have to act tough
be that bitch yelling at the world
i'm that strong and crazy girl
the strong girl that you fell in love with
not the one crying on the phone
missing you, scared of being alone
but if you knew how weak i am inside
would you still want me for your bride
cuz all i really want is you
my real fear is, that forever and ever won't be true
so, take me weak, take me strong
this is who i've been all along