I SUCK

Sep 14, 2004 19:23

shit shit shit shit shit...my parents found my trees...shit shit shit...well actually they are being wicked cool bout it..but it still sucks..like i duno they are obviously disapointed...but they understand i guess...so i duno ill let shit cool down and then see wuts up...i was gonna have a lil party thing friday but thats off until the friday after this1...(sorry to the peeps that were coming)...yah I SUCK lol...neways....

the school day was alright...boring at some points but fun at others...like as i said b4 my imaging class SUCKS..so me and 3 other seniors complained..sooo we got our own fucking class..we wrote the fucking curriculum....and we are literally taking pictures of the school and like classes and shit and making like slidshows and like posters and shit..im pumped and they are awesome ppl too...YAY!!...its gonna be an awesome year now...

so yah i can tell that i am slipping into depression..and i kno its cuz of school..it happens every year when the switch from summer to fall comes..just because i duno being in alot, and like homework i guess, and all the stress...but thank god i have matt...like today he came over right after school and we cuddled and stuff and it felt so good...like i jus needed a hug...esp. from him..bcuz he gives the best hugs..but i duno he is awesome..and keeps me a bit sane lol but thursday group will be starting again so mayb that will help as well...

i love u matthew xXx oOo
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