ARMY BULLSHIT.

Aug 13, 2006 14:09

I cant ever get away. I made an oath and now I have to stick by it ( Read more... )

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hey i need to tell u something dncly September 6 2006, 17:59:12 UTC
so lately we have been too busy to talk. So we haven't had time to really talk. Well i need to be honest with you. What happened between charles and this girl this weekend was something good. It made me realize that no matter how much i bitch about him or get mad, or think i made a mistake, underneath it all i really love him, and i don't ever want to loose him. It may not be something u agree with, but i was really begining to think i fell out of love with him.So i gave him permission to test if i did or didn't. And for him to see if he really loves me. He didnt really want to do it without me. Actually he didn't want to do it without me at all, but i told him too. and he did and although i was hurt, i was relieved to be hurt cuz that meant there was still ALOT of love there... i know u think he's an ass, and he's not really meant for me, and that we are tooo different, and that he's an ass hole (hint i said that one twice!). But i love that ass hole, and when u told me that i just had to leave him, and then said u were mad and couldn't talk, it hurt my feelings more than u know. It made me feel like u don't really care what i think or feel. U didn't even let me explain the situation. or tha fact that i was ok. I just wanted to talk to you, because i miss you sooo much, and i'm stressed with all this crap about my sister, and my birthday is coming up, and ihaven't heard much from u... everything has been quick, and in between breaks, and i just felt like were getting to busy for eachother... and i'm scared to loose you gurl... ilove u bitch! well i just had to talk to you, and remind you i love you, and that i'm here no matter how busy my life gets!

love you foreva!
yaeli

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