Day OfF!
No class today...and work either.
Havent worked since Sunday actually.
But next week I work almost every day.
Its better though b/c this week just made me lazy and blah.
Sitting at home...not doing anything productive drives me insane.
The weather was horrible these past couple of days...
and it ruins my mood.
Bad news* I was chatting with Luiggi online yesterday....
It was xciting since I havent heard from him since he left to New York
in August. Well...he tells me that hes getting married.
O.k...I'am gonna go stick my head in a vacum now.
Ouch* that hurt my soul. I know I should be happy for him,
but I always loved him and saw husband potential in him.
When he lived here we were always together, and he never crossed the line
like most guys. He always respected me and gave me positive attention.
We even played around about us getting married one day.
And then he comes and tells me that hes engaged.
I should of said something about my feelings when he lived here.
"I am slow thinking and full of interior rules that act as brakes on my desires."
Cat is coming over today to watch a movie for xtra credit in her women psy class.
Shes so sweet, she called me this morning to bring me breakfast.
I said no though, b/c I was just waking up.
I need chocolates....
Havent worked since Sunday actually.
But next week I work almost every day.
Its better though b/c this week just made me lazy and blah.
Sitting at home...not doing anything productive drives me insane.
The weather was horrible these past couple of days...
and it ruins my mood.
Bad news* I was chatting with Luiggi online yesterday....
It was xciting since I havent heard from him since he left to New York
in August. Well...he tells me that hes getting married.
O.k...I'am gonna go stick my head in a vacum now.
Ouch* that hurt my soul. I know I should be happy for him,
but I always loved him and saw husband potential in him.
When he lived here we were always together, and he never crossed the line
like most guys. He always respected me and gave me positive attention.
We even played around about us getting married one day.
And then he comes and tells me that hes engaged.
I should of said something about my feelings when he lived here.
"I am slow thinking and full of interior rules that act as brakes on my desires."
Cat is coming over today to watch a movie for xtra credit in her women psy class.
Shes so sweet, she called me this morning to bring me breakfast.
I said no though, b/c I was just waking up.
I need chocolates....