Jul 25, 2004 21:59
I am so fucking upset right now.
Not your fault, Dave. So don't think it is. It's a lot of things. Like my best friends IMing me at the same time telling me what an ass I am. That really hurt. I'm like... I don't fucking know, having an emo moment.
An extremely emo moment. The happy slit-your -wrists-and bleed-all-over-angsty-poetry music isn't helping. Maybe I should turn it off.
Maybe I should stop being such an ass. Maybe I should find someplace else to live.
Maybe I should be doing a lot of things.
Or not doing.
But not dating Dave isn't gonna be onoe of them. I'm happy.
...
I feel like shit right now.