Just to keep you guys happy til I get mah DSL...
Um... Holy frikkin crap. This is my first update in like, months. Or a month. Or some big amount of time.
Not having the net is killing me.
I quit my job, and now make twice as much money as I did at my old one.
I miss Marci. Like, a lot. I have zero minutes on my phone, and I misss her with a huge passion. I miss Tany. I don't want Hannah to be mad at me. I miss Trent's vast knowledge of all things obvious. I miss Jon's vast knowledge of nothing. I miss Liz. I miss hanging out with the coolest people I will ever meet. New Yorkers pale in comparison. Well, most of them. Kerri's dad got drunk and got in a fight with David. It was pretty grand. Manda's in love with me. I love the girl, but not that way. David gets mad when Charlotte acts like a big floozie and makes teh moves on me. I'm glad I have an assload of friends up here already. But I'll always love my Iowan friends. I'm homesick. I fucking hate certain dogs. I'm still miffed at Christina, and she will never know. I'm homesick. I miss my Mom. And I even miss my little brother. I miss church. I can't convince David to seriously go to one. I'm looking around for one up here, but I have like, zero time on sunday, with work and all. I miss Joey. I miss my Sammie-cakes. I even miss Jay a bit.
There are so many people I left behind, and for what? To go to a college I'm not even sure I can get in, to work my ass off for barely enough pay for rent, a car, and MAYBE a night of fun with David and co, or DSL? The only thing REALLY keeping me grounded here is David. He's so amazingly great, I wanna cry. He's like Kiowa, but without the drugs, and the not talking to me for months.
I was hit on by:
- a cab driver
- my ex-manager
- some high school track guy who thought he was allowed to covet thine ass
- thirteen-fourteen year old girls
You guys, I know I say this a lot, but... I honestly think I love him. This time. I mean, I loved Kiowa, and I loved Steve before they blew me off, but... David's different. He's REAL. He's not a drug addicted whore, nor is he (any longer) halfway across the country. And he's SO good to me.
I'm homesick.
David says I can go back any time, in fact he tells me to go back all the time. He just wants me to be happy. I'm happy up here, but I'd also be happy back there. One day, as soon as I can, I'm coming back for a visit. Unless David goes through some completely random and unforseen change and decides to break up with me, then I might move back period.
I'm developing a stutter, which is weird. Considering I never had one before.
I'm growing facial hair.
I'm in excellent shape.
The mall is huge, and has two floors.
I saw ugly hookers the other day.
Dead Like Me is a great show.
Go see Mean Girls, and Shrek 2. But NOT Van Helsing, for it sucked.
I need me some Jesus.
Everyone should check out Phimore. Amazing band.
I think that's al for now, since I'm on David's comp, and I really should be spending time with him. Oh! And my new sn on AIM is: omgemofanatic.
I know, I'm an idiot, but I needed change. LagMagnet was so.... Just as stupid.
Did I mention I'm homesick?
Not having the net is killing me.
I quit my job, and now make twice as much money as I did at my old one.
I miss Marci. Like, a lot. I have zero minutes on my phone, and I misss her with a huge passion. I miss Tany. I don't want Hannah to be mad at me. I miss Trent's vast knowledge of all things obvious. I miss Jon's vast knowledge of nothing. I miss Liz. I miss hanging out with the coolest people I will ever meet. New Yorkers pale in comparison. Well, most of them. Kerri's dad got drunk and got in a fight with David. It was pretty grand. Manda's in love with me. I love the girl, but not that way. David gets mad when Charlotte acts like a big floozie and makes teh moves on me. I'm glad I have an assload of friends up here already. But I'll always love my Iowan friends. I'm homesick. I fucking hate certain dogs. I'm still miffed at Christina, and she will never know. I'm homesick. I miss my Mom. And I even miss my little brother. I miss church. I can't convince David to seriously go to one. I'm looking around for one up here, but I have like, zero time on sunday, with work and all. I miss Joey. I miss my Sammie-cakes. I even miss Jay a bit.
There are so many people I left behind, and for what? To go to a college I'm not even sure I can get in, to work my ass off for barely enough pay for rent, a car, and MAYBE a night of fun with David and co, or DSL? The only thing REALLY keeping me grounded here is David. He's so amazingly great, I wanna cry. He's like Kiowa, but without the drugs, and the not talking to me for months.
I was hit on by:
- a cab driver
- my ex-manager
- some high school track guy who thought he was allowed to covet thine ass
- thirteen-fourteen year old girls
You guys, I know I say this a lot, but... I honestly think I love him. This time. I mean, I loved Kiowa, and I loved Steve before they blew me off, but... David's different. He's REAL. He's not a drug addicted whore, nor is he (any longer) halfway across the country. And he's SO good to me.
I'm homesick.
David says I can go back any time, in fact he tells me to go back all the time. He just wants me to be happy. I'm happy up here, but I'd also be happy back there. One day, as soon as I can, I'm coming back for a visit. Unless David goes through some completely random and unforseen change and decides to break up with me, then I might move back period.
I'm developing a stutter, which is weird. Considering I never had one before.
I'm growing facial hair.
I'm in excellent shape.
The mall is huge, and has two floors.
I saw ugly hookers the other day.
Dead Like Me is a great show.
Go see Mean Girls, and Shrek 2. But NOT Van Helsing, for it sucked.
I need me some Jesus.
Everyone should check out Phimore. Amazing band.
I think that's al for now, since I'm on David's comp, and I really should be spending time with him. Oh! And my new sn on AIM is: omgemofanatic.
I know, I'm an idiot, but I needed change. LagMagnet was so.... Just as stupid.
Did I mention I'm homesick?