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tonight was frustrating. six people trying to write a script, all having their own ideas, all favoring different concepts, all talking at the same time.
i think 4 of us were on the same wavelength, we got it. but 2 others, oy vey. it was insanity. we didn't get much done, i was getting pissed off, but tried to conceal it. honestly, i just want to sit down with those 3 other people that actually can work together with similar ideas and write this thing. ::sigh:: i hope we finish before sunday...
it's times like theeeese that make me feel so bogged down. ugh, i have so much to do, so much homework... & so much procrastination. why do i always do this to myself??
i just want to let everything go, i always give things to God & gradually take them back. i can feel myself gaining control over things again, it's such a struggle, i constantly have to make sure i'm trusting in him to carry these things, why is sooo hard?
i'm going to go work on a paper for english. i am. i have to. :-/