no more senoir
ugghh i hate updating after i havent updated in a million years.
well, i suppose im skipping a bunch but to start off, derek and i arent talking anymore. its sad, i suppose, but he didnt really tell me how he was feeling and all that. he is a great guy but i want a boyfriend and i was sick of waiting around for nothing.
ummmm max was here for 3 weeks and he just left early this morning. it was a joy to have him here but we fought a lot. i suppose im just annoyed with guys right now. i dont know.
i wish my life was different. i need to change things. really badly. i need to move out. i have an interview at caterpillar next wednesday so i really hope that goes well because i need this job. if i dont get this job, this hole im in will only get deeper. soon im not going to be able to get myself out of it. there are a lot of things going wrong but im trying to keep my head held high but it is very hard. whoever said money cant buy happiness is fucking crazy. i need to live and to live, i need money.
i have to pee.
im watching family guy for the second time today. its the same episode. i wish aqua teen was going to be on tonight but nope. it always cheers me up.
well, must go for now. byebye
<3
well, i suppose im skipping a bunch but to start off, derek and i arent talking anymore. its sad, i suppose, but he didnt really tell me how he was feeling and all that. he is a great guy but i want a boyfriend and i was sick of waiting around for nothing.
ummmm max was here for 3 weeks and he just left early this morning. it was a joy to have him here but we fought a lot. i suppose im just annoyed with guys right now. i dont know.
i wish my life was different. i need to change things. really badly. i need to move out. i have an interview at caterpillar next wednesday so i really hope that goes well because i need this job. if i dont get this job, this hole im in will only get deeper. soon im not going to be able to get myself out of it. there are a lot of things going wrong but im trying to keep my head held high but it is very hard. whoever said money cant buy happiness is fucking crazy. i need to live and to live, i need money.
i have to pee.
im watching family guy for the second time today. its the same episode. i wish aqua teen was going to be on tonight but nope. it always cheers me up.
well, must go for now. byebye
<3