Blinded by the light
I'm awake. WIDE AWAKE. Have been since 5am. I think I might need to switch to ambien controlled release because I'm not staying asleep half the times I take it. :/
But I was at the coffee shop bright and early. Did I mention bright? The sun is low on the horizon and is blasting through the window roughly perpendicular to my face. I ARE BLIND.
I am trolling for new music! HIT ME WITH RECS? I like indie/alternative/old punk/new wave -- just nothing on the folksy front that's been popular in recent years. Oh, and electronica. I love electronica. Crystal Castles has really grown on me, even though I didn't like them at first.
Two things are freaking me out.
1. I am about to start the novel rewrite. TODAY. All I know is the first line. "At sixteen, I died." *frets and feels queasy* Once I start writing I'll be fine, but right now I want to throw up. IDEK what draft this is. I started the first one in 2008. There have been several rewrites and edits since then. So this is draft Q? IDK. IDK.
2. The next cut in the Amazon novel contest happens tomorrow and I am so nervous. I'm like 99% sure I didn't make it, but I just want to know. NOT KNOWING IS MAKING ME CRAY CRAY.
Originally posted at Dreamwidth but you may comment here at LJ. ♥ There are
comments at Dreamwidth.
But I was at the coffee shop bright and early. Did I mention bright? The sun is low on the horizon and is blasting through the window roughly perpendicular to my face. I ARE BLIND.
I am trolling for new music! HIT ME WITH RECS? I like indie/alternative/old punk/new wave -- just nothing on the folksy front that's been popular in recent years. Oh, and electronica. I love electronica. Crystal Castles has really grown on me, even though I didn't like them at first.
Two things are freaking me out.
1. I am about to start the novel rewrite. TODAY. All I know is the first line. "At sixteen, I died." *frets and feels queasy* Once I start writing I'll be fine, but right now I want to throw up. IDEK what draft this is. I started the first one in 2008. There have been several rewrites and edits since then. So this is draft Q? IDK. IDK.
2. The next cut in the Amazon novel contest happens tomorrow and I am so nervous. I'm like 99% sure I didn't make it, but I just want to know. NOT KNOWING IS MAKING ME CRAY CRAY.
Originally posted at Dreamwidth but you may comment here at LJ. ♥ There are
comments at Dreamwidth.