exhausted, but not in a good way

[imaginarycircus]

We just finished our final family dinner after seven in a row. I'm so tired and sick of people I want to cry. In the car on the way home I did cry a bit. I've got a whopping case of sad tinged with hopeless. It's not helping that almost every fic in the fandom I wrote for yuletide has been rec'd except mine. I think I've been deluding myself for the last few years.

I'm going to have some chocolate and squish the cat.