Getting my life back one step at a time...
So overthe last week or so I've been thinking alot about my life; where i am now, where im going, stuff like that. You know what i came up with was not positive..yah i have dreams of travelling, but thats all they are right now: Dreams ...nothing has come close to materializing!
So I've decided something, Im quitting drugs! Im done...honestly, i dont know if this is just for now till the summer or for good, what i do know is that they are doing nothing good for me. Two years ago, i took a dive, thats when i started partying hard and doing drugs pretty regularly and thats the point when my life and goals kind of went out the window, life became one high after another...granted i wasn't TERRIBLE, but only by stepping back have i realised how much my life has become dependant on weed. Sitting here tonight, i was trying to find someone to chill with when i realised everyone free i could hang out with, i would have to be high with...that really bothers me.
Now, dont get me wrong here...i dont think drugs are evil and blah blah all that shit, i think that in some cases they can allow you into cavitys of your mind which were previously hidden from ordinary thought. But just like anything good...too much is harmful. Like Chocolate Cake; its great and so delicious, but have too much and your gunna blow up like a balloon. Why should something like pot be any different?
This is honestly one of the most difficult things Ive had to face because not only am I giving up a HUGE part of my life, but Im doing it 100% solo...yah sure when i tell people i quit i get the 'way to go' speech, but at the end of the day, whos really there to support me? No one..its just me...
thats all for now.
-aimz
So I've decided something, Im quitting drugs! Im done...honestly, i dont know if this is just for now till the summer or for good, what i do know is that they are doing nothing good for me. Two years ago, i took a dive, thats when i started partying hard and doing drugs pretty regularly and thats the point when my life and goals kind of went out the window, life became one high after another...granted i wasn't TERRIBLE, but only by stepping back have i realised how much my life has become dependant on weed. Sitting here tonight, i was trying to find someone to chill with when i realised everyone free i could hang out with, i would have to be high with...that really bothers me.
Now, dont get me wrong here...i dont think drugs are evil and blah blah all that shit, i think that in some cases they can allow you into cavitys of your mind which were previously hidden from ordinary thought. But just like anything good...too much is harmful. Like Chocolate Cake; its great and so delicious, but have too much and your gunna blow up like a balloon. Why should something like pot be any different?
This is honestly one of the most difficult things Ive had to face because not only am I giving up a HUGE part of my life, but Im doing it 100% solo...yah sure when i tell people i quit i get the 'way to go' speech, but at the end of the day, whos really there to support me? No one..its just me...
thats all for now.
-aimz