oh boy... update time again
whew... okay... yeah, this update is long overdue...
well, let's start from the beginning... now let me figure out where that is exactly. This weekend was a lot of back and forth. By that I mean, I was trying to figure out what was really going on with a lot of things. I finally talked to Alex, and he seems to understand that I want to date other people. I think he was hurt, but it could have only gotten worse, he knew that. I just couldn't wait any longer. It probably seems like a horrible thing to have done, but I felt free when it was all over. In fact, I'm sure it looks really bad from his, or another person's perspective, right now.
Good news is I talked to an old coworker, and he seemed to understand perfectly well. He knew Alex too, and I was afraid he would think I was being unfair, but he seemed to understand. That was a relief, now I'm trying to stay talking to Alex... but... well, it's a little hard, but it's okay though. I've done a lot of talking with Amy lately, cuz I realize I am in danger of falling into the same trap as before... and I can't let that happen. I honestly think things will be okay though.
Now, Sunday night, the students came to spend the night at the university for Southern Exposure. We had two students in our room... well, and Robert spent a lot of time there so his student was hanging out with us too. We had fun, we all went to the RAC (Recreation Activities Center aka the on campus gym)... and we tried to climb the rock wall. That wall claimed some skin off my knuckles... I definitely got owned lol. I saw the dance team practicing there too... yeah, got the look of death. We all went back to our room to watch Mean Girls...
now here's where it gets interesting- Amy and I spent almost the entire night watching for tornado warnings, definitely not fun, but we got classes off on Monday! yay! okay... that's all for now, i gotta meet someone for lunch but i will try and update more later!
well, let's start from the beginning... now let me figure out where that is exactly. This weekend was a lot of back and forth. By that I mean, I was trying to figure out what was really going on with a lot of things. I finally talked to Alex, and he seems to understand that I want to date other people. I think he was hurt, but it could have only gotten worse, he knew that. I just couldn't wait any longer. It probably seems like a horrible thing to have done, but I felt free when it was all over. In fact, I'm sure it looks really bad from his, or another person's perspective, right now.
Good news is I talked to an old coworker, and he seemed to understand perfectly well. He knew Alex too, and I was afraid he would think I was being unfair, but he seemed to understand. That was a relief, now I'm trying to stay talking to Alex... but... well, it's a little hard, but it's okay though. I've done a lot of talking with Amy lately, cuz I realize I am in danger of falling into the same trap as before... and I can't let that happen. I honestly think things will be okay though.
Now, Sunday night, the students came to spend the night at the university for Southern Exposure. We had two students in our room... well, and Robert spent a lot of time there so his student was hanging out with us too. We had fun, we all went to the RAC (Recreation Activities Center aka the on campus gym)... and we tried to climb the rock wall. That wall claimed some skin off my knuckles... I definitely got owned lol. I saw the dance team practicing there too... yeah, got the look of death. We all went back to our room to watch Mean Girls...
now here's where it gets interesting- Amy and I spent almost the entire night watching for tornado warnings, definitely not fun, but we got classes off on Monday! yay! okay... that's all for now, i gotta meet someone for lunch but i will try and update more later!