but there's something about us i've got to do // SOME KIND OF SECRET I'LL SHARE WITH YOU
Things used to be so simple. Like when we were hosts and everything..Tono, Kyouya, Hani & Mori, and Kaoru..jeeze..what happened to that?
Don't you love seeing someone you know on TV?
..what about when they're being arrested on TV? Or returning to the mental institution?
No matter how you look at it, is this what's called 'being left in the dark'?
All of my stuff is packed..can we please leave?
note to Tohru
Tohru,
I know where you've been. And I know this..sounds stupid of me to say right now, but I'm leaving..and I don't know when I'll be back home. It might be months, weeks, or a couple days, but Kaoru and I have left Cross.
Please don't think of this as running away, even though I..technically am. Take care of Tasuki and Haine-chan and mostly yourself, stupid. If I come back and you're in jail, I'll leave for good. so stupid.
This won't be like that time..I'm not going to come back with my arms full of souvenirs..don't wait up.
Hitachiin Hikaru
P.S.: With this note there is a letter to Haine-chan..please don't read it. He needs to see it right away.
Letter to Haine
Haine,
If you're reading this then you must be alive, which is good. But I'm not here..I won't be coming back for a long time. Don't you even THINK of going off with a 'it's my fault' ramble, because it's not your fault. In a way, it's mostly mine..for not being understanding. And for not being there for you when you actually need me.
Kaoru and I have both left, and you and Tohru are the only ones who know, so no one else would. I changed the number on my cell phone, so that won't work either.
I can't understand what's happened to you. I don't know if I really want to- that was alot of grief for you..but I do know that you're a good person..you always have been. But you need to tell yourself that, I guess. I can't do it for you.
If you do anything stupid and I find out about it when I get back, I swear to god you might go to someplace worse than jail, the institution, or hell. I don't want to find out that you've been being hard on yourself either. Bad things happen to good people..my mom told me that. I'm sure she would have told you the same thing.
I love you. It doesn't matter to me if you ignore it, and if you don't feel the same then we can both move on..I guess. I'm sorry so much bad stuff has happened to you.
Have a nice life, Haine-chan..people can't rule your life forever.
Hitachiin Hikaru
[OOC: Hiatus. Characters involved: Allen Walker, Kisa Sohma, Hikaru Hitachiin, Honey Mitsukuni, and Freedart Ketchum.]
Don't you love seeing someone you know on TV?
..what about when they're being arrested on TV? Or returning to the mental institution?
No matter how you look at it, is this what's called 'being left in the dark'?
All of my stuff is packed..can we please leave?
note to Tohru
Tohru,
I know where you've been. And I know this..sounds stupid of me to say right now, but I'm leaving..and I don't know when I'll be back home. It might be months, weeks, or a couple days, but Kaoru and I have left Cross.
Please don't think of this as running away, even though I..technically am. Take care of Tasuki and Haine-chan and mostly yourself, stupid. If I come back and you're in jail, I'll leave for good. so stupid.
This won't be like that time..I'm not going to come back with my arms full of souvenirs..don't wait up.
Hitachiin Hikaru
P.S.: With this note there is a letter to Haine-chan..please don't read it. He needs to see it right away.
Letter to Haine
Haine,
If you're reading this then you must be alive, which is good. But I'm not here..I won't be coming back for a long time. Don't you even THINK of going off with a 'it's my fault' ramble, because it's not your fault. In a way, it's mostly mine..for not being understanding. And for not being there for you when you actually need me.
Kaoru and I have both left, and you and Tohru are the only ones who know, so no one else would. I changed the number on my cell phone, so that won't work either.
I can't understand what's happened to you. I don't know if I really want to- that was alot of grief for you..but I do know that you're a good person..you always have been. But you need to tell yourself that, I guess. I can't do it for you.
If you do anything stupid and I find out about it when I get back, I swear to god you might go to someplace worse than jail, the institution, or hell. I don't want to find out that you've been being hard on yourself either. Bad things happen to good people..my mom told me that. I'm sure she would have told you the same thing.
I love you. It doesn't matter to me if you ignore it, and if you don't feel the same then we can both move on..I guess. I'm sorry so much bad stuff has happened to you.
Have a nice life, Haine-chan..people can't rule your life forever.
Hitachiin Hikaru
[OOC: Hiatus. Characters involved: Allen Walker, Kisa Sohma, Hikaru Hitachiin, Honey Mitsukuni, and Freedart Ketchum.]