one day way....
so yeah....i've been thinkin about stuff again. Mostly Oregon, i swear to god holding myself back from moving has been so hard for me lately. i'm so lucky to have this awesome band to keep me here. This place sucks badly and just...yeah. I miss people out there sooooo much. and i'm sick and tired of moving away because of someone else. I move out cause my parents fight with me, move out of the blaine house because of dave's dad, move out of the apartment cause of stuff there, and might move out of here because i get treated like dirt and im sick of it....it sucks so much! And i talked to some people tonight and nowim up thinking about what exactly just happened. they went away and i'm stuck wondering....why do i say stupid things, why do i feel this way, what am i fucking doing with my life?! i guess i'll never know. well you know who you are, i miss you all immensely. being homesick is shitty.
One Day Away by Mindfill:
"The steps leading
to your front door.
Are slowly going nowhere...
And all this time i thought, that i was doing the right thing by staying.
Obvisously not.
Wash away, wash away these feelings.
Of being used, lost confused, gone astray.
This is not home,
I dont belong.
Alone i sit, here in my thoughts.
Thinking of how id be better off.
I ask a simple question why me and then i realize it's not me.
Thats when i look at you who has it all.
Wash away, wash away these feelings.
Of being used, lost confused, gone astray.
This is not home,
I dont belong."
yeah thats pretty much it. i never really put thought into those lyrics but damn they are REALLY REALLY well done. i feel a lot more for that song then i did before. I can't wait to play this battle of the bands, i can't wait to play at all. thats the only way i can get out all the shit in my life and just be. Everytime we play its the best 30 minutes of my life and it's so cool i get to be apart of it. but im gunna go now, i work in 4 hours and its like 2 am. If your reading this i'm glad we talked and i got to say all those things cause i feel a lot better now. thanks for listening and being such a great friend. Pixy sorry i blabbed on your AIM away message, heh. night everyone.
One Day Away by Mindfill:
"The steps leading
to your front door.
Are slowly going nowhere...
And all this time i thought, that i was doing the right thing by staying.
Obvisously not.
Wash away, wash away these feelings.
Of being used, lost confused, gone astray.
This is not home,
I dont belong.
Alone i sit, here in my thoughts.
Thinking of how id be better off.
I ask a simple question why me and then i realize it's not me.
Thats when i look at you who has it all.
Wash away, wash away these feelings.
Of being used, lost confused, gone astray.
This is not home,
I dont belong."
yeah thats pretty much it. i never really put thought into those lyrics but damn they are REALLY REALLY well done. i feel a lot more for that song then i did before. I can't wait to play this battle of the bands, i can't wait to play at all. thats the only way i can get out all the shit in my life and just be. Everytime we play its the best 30 minutes of my life and it's so cool i get to be apart of it. but im gunna go now, i work in 4 hours and its like 2 am. If your reading this i'm glad we talked and i got to say all those things cause i feel a lot better now. thanks for listening and being such a great friend. Pixy sorry i blabbed on your AIM away message, heh. night everyone.