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HEY yall im sittng here in the library at school all by my lonelsome like usual. sux being alone:( but im lookin around at all the people and who they are talkin to im talkin to nobody:( its sad. but i will survive. im kinda getting used to this whole being alone thing granted iam hyper and stuff but i still feel alone and i guessi kinda like being
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I cant imagine what it could possibly be that keeps you depressed..... Now I think Ive figured it out, YOUR Mental and by that I mean you spend entirely too much time inside that pretty lil head of yours contemplating stuff that just doesnt matter.
so i figure now that im just gonna stay as distant as possible so i dont have to feel like that anymore "You better not be Distant with me!!!!
i mean i dont amount up to anything. i suck at like everything i do. i have things i liek to do but that dont mean im any good at them Cough BULLSHIT Cough U amount to more than you could ever realise, you have an endless amount of talents that you are good at but the main one that sticks out in my mind this minute is You sing Beautifully! You also have an amazing ability to make me smile, and I never smile! Of course I dont see you that much so its even more depressing that your the only thing that makes me smile. (Thats a whole nother story all together lol)
i guess i can just continue to do what i have been doing go to school go to work go home and cry . it seems to be a chilish act but its all i have consedering i have no one i can really talk to Im hurt that you dont consider me as someone you can talk to, I told you Id always be here anytime you needed to talk!!! I always thought we had great "talks" guess I was wrong lol
my " friends " at school all have b/f 's so im like the oucast of all the groups im the King of Outcasts!! Lets have Dinner at Depalmas :)
Finally I must say Im always listening u know how to get ahold of me, I cant think of anyone in this world Id rather talk to than U! Anytime you feel depressed Hit me up with a text message and tell me where ya at I know of 3 things that will cheer ya up anytime Snicker Latte from BA! Tots! Cheesecake from Depalmas and Best of all I can drop in on you with one or all anytime you want, all you have to do is ask.....I know how to get to your college, your house, your church, and Im at your job more than you are so I beleive I could find it if need be lol Ok Now I sound like a stalker At any rate just remember you are a Beautiful woman with an awesome personality, your smart and have a Killer Smile! With all that you should never be depressed, if you think you dont have tons of people beating down your door to be your friend its because your obviously not noticing them.
-Ryan
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-Ryan
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