after all this has past i still remain after ive cried my last there wil be beauty from pain
OK.... life is still kinda odd i dont know wahat to do.. i feel like my world is kionda crashing down there r so many things that only my close friends knwo which would be sarah and britt but then, then theres something else they dont know only one other person outside my family knows and this is killing me its sad to know thats someting is going on with someone u love so much and u cant dop anyting about it but let it run its course. it kills me to sit back and watch whats happning happen. i dont want to go into details but i hurt so bad. my heart is being riped out and stomped on and everything else that is pretty much imaginable. but i got to run got to go to voice and sing. lalalalala ill be abck in a alil while though :P