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i honestly felt like really letting this go. i know i would never metally, but i felt like i really had to start just forgetting about the skeletal figure i wanted. that didnt last for too long. im back on track and i feel better than ever. i went for a 20 min jog and purged when i got back. i found out that its sooo muche asier to make urself throw up what u ate before u run, after u run. its great! try it ;). that sounds so DISCUSTING. but its all love when it comes to being thin, beauty diffenitly is pain!
my fast started about an hour ago. i hope i can go until my birthday. that will be about 8 days or a bit less, depending on the time id be eating on my birthday. My mom wants to take me out for lunch on my birthday, and i cant skip that because itll be expensive and its so nice of her, i cant let her down, or let her KNOW! shit.. o well, anyway. i better make it this time. Have faith. be strong. i can do it.
my fast started about an hour ago. i hope i can go until my birthday. that will be about 8 days or a bit less, depending on the time id be eating on my birthday. My mom wants to take me out for lunch on my birthday, and i cant skip that because itll be expensive and its so nice of her, i cant let her down, or let her KNOW! shit.. o well, anyway. i better make it this time. Have faith. be strong. i can do it.