Jun 06, 2005 21:17
i dont know what id do without this little, skinny, inspirational voice in my head telling me to do more... expecting more from me. Shes grown inside of me, and thers nothing left. Heck, i wish i had no friends, no boyfriend, i just want her. id rather be thin than ANYTHING. its EXACTLY how i feel. maybe not so much with my boyfriend, but SOMETIMES, and thats enough so say i love ana.
the worst thing is.. i love it, but i hurt it. i binge everyday, and i feel so guilty. tomorrow ill try harder. i say that all the time.. but im for real. OMG i feel like shit.. im so serious. im deseased, and i love it. she wont give up on me, and i wont give up on her.
LovElOVeLoVE
xxxoooxoxo