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today i woke up depressed.
i hate food so much, and i keep thinking to myself, just have that 7 cal jello mom bought u. and then i think 7 FUCKING CALORIES! THATS WAY TOO MUCH. my moms even restricting me from eating too many calories, i love it tho.
yesterday i wanted to get crunked! but no... my mom had to drag me home, when i could have stayed at crystals house and chilled with her, chantel, tom, just drinking... maybe thats why im so upset today, cuz i didnt make good use of the last night of my long weekend. so when i got home i drank the rest of my bacardi breezers and got a lil buzzed, which wore off in the matter of 30 mins. but atleast i did SOMETHING.
god im so bored. i dont know what to do.
my stomach's aching all ready! and its only 10 40. wtf, im so FAT.
Im excited, because im going to bed empty tonight:)
im so tired
my profile is so ugly, and fat. ew i look so gross and tired. this is me and i hate it. its gotta change and go. i look so worn out and tired. fucking ugly bitch. and god, i need a boob reduction or something, even tho im not that big, i hate them!
i hate food so much, and i keep thinking to myself, just have that 7 cal jello mom bought u. and then i think 7 FUCKING CALORIES! THATS WAY TOO MUCH. my moms even restricting me from eating too many calories, i love it tho.
yesterday i wanted to get crunked! but no... my mom had to drag me home, when i could have stayed at crystals house and chilled with her, chantel, tom, just drinking... maybe thats why im so upset today, cuz i didnt make good use of the last night of my long weekend. so when i got home i drank the rest of my bacardi breezers and got a lil buzzed, which wore off in the matter of 30 mins. but atleast i did SOMETHING.
god im so bored. i dont know what to do.
my stomach's aching all ready! and its only 10 40. wtf, im so FAT.
Im excited, because im going to bed empty tonight:)
im so tired
my profile is so ugly, and fat. ew i look so gross and tired. this is me and i hate it. its gotta change and go. i look so worn out and tired. fucking ugly bitch. and god, i need a boob reduction or something, even tho im not that big, i hate them!