My last letter to Dave
Dear Dave,
I dont know how to start this off but by saying hello and goodbye for this shall be the last you hear of me. I have thought about you alot recently, how can I not your everywhere. You are on my walls "daven moulton <3 samantha souza" , you are in my bed, you are on my video camera and christ even when I look at me cat I see you looking back. Part of me wanted to keep you with me I wanted to see you everywhere, but now I need to let you go.
I want to first thank you because you showed me what love was... and what its not. Ill never understand nor know your feelings for me. I was you love, your babygirl, your hun, I used to be your everything right? Or maybe I'm wrong maybe I was just the girl who gave good head and the girl you knew would be stupid and gullible enough to believe that you wanted forever, the girl who after you told this to would give herself to you. Yes I have been gullible. I believed all your lies for too long, but believe me I have found out the truth about you, you had sex with ashley I know this is true, you didnt lose yourself to me that is a fact please dont deny it. Or maybe you just think you lost yourself to me due to all the drugs you have taken. You have tried a decent amount of them if I'm not mistaken. You have hurt way too many people just so ya know and I would like nothing more then to cut your cock off thats all you love with. Your whole body is numb except there. Perhaps you will find a lying slut perfect for you. I would also like to leave you with advice. dont lie its not worth it believe me I know. if you do lie keep your stories straight otherwise others will figure it all out and you wont have "forever" anymore. drugs are fucked period. and lastly the next time you have a girlfriend you make sure you love her with you entire heart you let her decide who shes friends with if she wants to do anal or use condoms you let her figure her life out without you destroying it maybe then youll have forever.
I also want to say Im utterly over you I have Rob now and hes not a liar and he cares more then you ever did.
Enjoy the rest of your life Dave
Signed
Samantha Lynn Souza
I dont know how to start this off but by saying hello and goodbye for this shall be the last you hear of me. I have thought about you alot recently, how can I not your everywhere. You are on my walls "daven moulton <3 samantha souza" , you are in my bed, you are on my video camera and christ even when I look at me cat I see you looking back. Part of me wanted to keep you with me I wanted to see you everywhere, but now I need to let you go.
I want to first thank you because you showed me what love was... and what its not. Ill never understand nor know your feelings for me. I was you love, your babygirl, your hun, I used to be your everything right? Or maybe I'm wrong maybe I was just the girl who gave good head and the girl you knew would be stupid and gullible enough to believe that you wanted forever, the girl who after you told this to would give herself to you. Yes I have been gullible. I believed all your lies for too long, but believe me I have found out the truth about you, you had sex with ashley I know this is true, you didnt lose yourself to me that is a fact please dont deny it. Or maybe you just think you lost yourself to me due to all the drugs you have taken. You have tried a decent amount of them if I'm not mistaken. You have hurt way too many people just so ya know and I would like nothing more then to cut your cock off thats all you love with. Your whole body is numb except there. Perhaps you will find a lying slut perfect for you. I would also like to leave you with advice. dont lie its not worth it believe me I know. if you do lie keep your stories straight otherwise others will figure it all out and you wont have "forever" anymore. drugs are fucked period. and lastly the next time you have a girlfriend you make sure you love her with you entire heart you let her decide who shes friends with if she wants to do anal or use condoms you let her figure her life out without you destroying it maybe then youll have forever.
I also want to say Im utterly over you I have Rob now and hes not a liar and he cares more then you ever did.
Enjoy the rest of your life Dave
Signed
Samantha Lynn Souza