i have a nipple on my leg

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no its no nipple its a flea bite and it itches and its making me really fucking mad. anyways im really tired i have to go to bed really early cuz im gunna wake up at 5:15 tomorow morning so i can workout to the kickass punk music i downloaded. oh btw my livejournal layout is so fucked right now someone should help me. the play is friday and im scared fuckless. I wish i wasnt absent that week because now i feel so left behind i dont know the rest of december the 25th plus im not gunna be at the rehearsal on tuesday so i can guarentee im gunna miss out then too. i need to calm down. ok all i need to do is learn the ending of dec the 25 and the rest of thank you very much, along with everyone else and go over a christmas carol one more time i think im all set. dude i dont like have a costume either i dont know if anyone else does. im nervous and worried ill fuck up the play and that will cause amy t. to tell me im a disgrace to the dtc which will cause me to kill her and ill go to jail but im too young to be someones bald bitch. idk im so weird wont someone in dtc give me advice or there opinion.
I feel unusually content despite all the nervousness. I feel free because I'm making my mom call the weightloss clinic so i have more self esteem and im going to see my doctor this week(if im not mistaken) and that means hell evaluate me for bipolar disorder and give me a different medicine and it will control my moods and i wont be a moody cuntbag all the time. i dont know what else to say except

I DONT GIVE A DAMN BOUT MY REPUTATION YOUR LIVING IN THE PAST ITS A NEW GENERATION NEGROOOOOZZZZZ