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yesterday was interesting. i know most of you who read this will be disapointed in me and have less respect for me but please just listen...
yesterday i took 6 pills called triple c my friend alicia sold me it for 5 bucks and i figured it wouldnt be that bad. the first block wasnt too bad i was hyper and things got blurry and i couldnt see straight then 2nd block i couldnt see anything and i was exhausted and i wrote a strange poem thing in my journal. by the end of third block it was gone but it was scary. i thought i was dying and going blind.
your so pretty
but i cant see
i can feel
i can feel that your unhappy
should you be happy?
take life by the horns
make yourself happy
make me see your happy
make yourself believe your pretty
pretty girl with the blond hair hates herself
sip the jasmine tea
jasmyn tea
let it choke you and pull at your throat lining until you cant breathe
I cant breathe.
this world makes you nothing but a bottle of pills
diet industry wants us to weigh 4 lbs size ZERO
no size 22
110 110 110
it shouldnt be this way
we shouldnt feel like this
i keep spinning spinning
this doesnt make me happy
girls are high in algebra
the teacher is just a blur
i wonder what her lifes like
i wonder if she asks herself questions like what is the reason for life? how did the world begin? why is the sky blue?
arent teachers suposed to have all the answers
smile pretty, beautiful, perfect girl
put the cup down and take me in
triangles dressed in white
the sound of markers is tearing my sanity
protect me blond girl save me
the carousel is spinning too fast stop it
110 miles an hour
bugs keep hitting my face like im some windshield.
i feel ok spinning
i want to dance with the blond play with her hair
110 110 110 110
is being thin what happiness is
i want to kiss the blonde
will i ever be a bride
size ZERO cant even fit my pinky
fat.full of fat.
algebra teacher has no answers.
name the triangle
the paper is yellow the sun is too
mellow yellow
the ring of the bell sends chills up my spine
short short short
thank you thank you for showing me what love is
pain lying stop lying
triple c 3c6
i want to hear the bell ring
hot hot hot goodbye
dry your eyes life will be ok soon
i see the light
its shining in my eyes blinding me blinding me
even the clock is spinning pretty girl help me
im scared to die but i hate living
usless flower
arent we all useless
life is the same question asked over and over again
why? why? why?
cant we be happy and dance holding hands.
cofee burns my throat
triple c
pink nails
hammer painted nails into my back
press harder
teachers have no answers
inhale smoke
where is god to make this is ok
where is god to make ME ok
atheist, racist.
head kills now oww
i will learn to behave in class
i will learn to behave in class
i will learn to behave in class when you have a solution
i miss the red blood it made me feel alive
seeing it, tasting it
he called me a whore .
fucked j
whore
i need to find the way out of here its too scary and crazy
now maybe people should look like stick figures
diet and become thin, sick, happy.
smile smile smile
miserable addition size
rock me to sleep
shake me
15 minutes falling down
clock ticking
luke should cut me up and make me into little red pills for others to swallow
shallow the world is shallow
i need to be in the deep end
i want to drown in self esteem and exceptance help me
i know its scary but oh well. ive learned from my mistakes and im gunna try to be a better person from now on. im no angel but i think this is the last of my drug use.
<3 sam
yesterday i took 6 pills called triple c my friend alicia sold me it for 5 bucks and i figured it wouldnt be that bad. the first block wasnt too bad i was hyper and things got blurry and i couldnt see straight then 2nd block i couldnt see anything and i was exhausted and i wrote a strange poem thing in my journal. by the end of third block it was gone but it was scary. i thought i was dying and going blind.
your so pretty
but i cant see
i can feel
i can feel that your unhappy
should you be happy?
take life by the horns
make yourself happy
make me see your happy
make yourself believe your pretty
pretty girl with the blond hair hates herself
sip the jasmine tea
jasmyn tea
let it choke you and pull at your throat lining until you cant breathe
I cant breathe.
this world makes you nothing but a bottle of pills
diet industry wants us to weigh 4 lbs size ZERO
no size 22
110 110 110
it shouldnt be this way
we shouldnt feel like this
i keep spinning spinning
this doesnt make me happy
girls are high in algebra
the teacher is just a blur
i wonder what her lifes like
i wonder if she asks herself questions like what is the reason for life? how did the world begin? why is the sky blue?
arent teachers suposed to have all the answers
smile pretty, beautiful, perfect girl
put the cup down and take me in
triangles dressed in white
the sound of markers is tearing my sanity
protect me blond girl save me
the carousel is spinning too fast stop it
110 miles an hour
bugs keep hitting my face like im some windshield.
i feel ok spinning
i want to dance with the blond play with her hair
110 110 110 110
is being thin what happiness is
i want to kiss the blonde
will i ever be a bride
size ZERO cant even fit my pinky
fat.full of fat.
algebra teacher has no answers.
name the triangle
the paper is yellow the sun is too
mellow yellow
the ring of the bell sends chills up my spine
short short short
thank you thank you for showing me what love is
pain lying stop lying
triple c 3c6
i want to hear the bell ring
hot hot hot goodbye
dry your eyes life will be ok soon
i see the light
its shining in my eyes blinding me blinding me
even the clock is spinning pretty girl help me
im scared to die but i hate living
usless flower
arent we all useless
life is the same question asked over and over again
why? why? why?
cant we be happy and dance holding hands.
cofee burns my throat
triple c
pink nails
hammer painted nails into my back
press harder
teachers have no answers
inhale smoke
where is god to make this is ok
where is god to make ME ok
atheist, racist.
head kills now oww
i will learn to behave in class
i will learn to behave in class
i will learn to behave in class when you have a solution
i miss the red blood it made me feel alive
seeing it, tasting it
he called me a whore .
fucked j
whore
i need to find the way out of here its too scary and crazy
now maybe people should look like stick figures
diet and become thin, sick, happy.
smile smile smile
miserable addition size
rock me to sleep
shake me
15 minutes falling down
clock ticking
luke should cut me up and make me into little red pills for others to swallow
shallow the world is shallow
i need to be in the deep end
i want to drown in self esteem and exceptance help me
i know its scary but oh well. ive learned from my mistakes and im gunna try to be a better person from now on. im no angel but i think this is the last of my drug use.
<3 sam