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I have mixed emotions. I feel like im invincible, like I can do no wrong, but at the same time feel as if I'll crumble where im standing. I can't make up my mind about anything, and I find myself racing back and forth between whats comfortable, and what's risky,whats exciting. I don't express my feelings to others, mostly because I like people to think I'm a mystery. Or maybe its because Im incapable of trusting someone so intensely that I can tell them anything that runs through my head. So basically, my emotions are like exploding inside of me, because I don't let them out.
Someday, I just want to pull someone off the street and explain to them all my thoughts and feelings, tell them what's really going through my head, and what I truly think. No bullshit, no fillers, just real. Then, I can walk away, no strings attached, feeling a million times better having just poured my heart out to a complete stranger. I wouldn't have to listen to thier problems, there would be no time. I wouldn't have to give advice to them, it would be about me and only me. I wouldn't sugar coat anything, tell it like it is. Somehow, I think that would be the cure to my mind.
I've been coasting lately. I've had no emotion as to how certian things will turn out. I havent been motivated for some reason. I have these days, where I feel depressed for no reason. I can't make up my mind. I can't think logically, nor do I want to. I'm a weird person.
Somehow, theres more I want to say. And I feel un-finished now, but I don't think I could squeeze anymore poetic feelings out of me that I can describe so easily to my live journal. I just can't shake the fact that I don't belong sometimes. Is that wierd?
Oh yeah and.. DO THIS SRSLY.
THIS IS THE FIRST IMPRESSION GAME!!!!
Reply to this with what you thought of me the first time you saw/met me.
Be honest!
Someday, I just want to pull someone off the street and explain to them all my thoughts and feelings, tell them what's really going through my head, and what I truly think. No bullshit, no fillers, just real. Then, I can walk away, no strings attached, feeling a million times better having just poured my heart out to a complete stranger. I wouldn't have to listen to thier problems, there would be no time. I wouldn't have to give advice to them, it would be about me and only me. I wouldn't sugar coat anything, tell it like it is. Somehow, I think that would be the cure to my mind.
I've been coasting lately. I've had no emotion as to how certian things will turn out. I havent been motivated for some reason. I have these days, where I feel depressed for no reason. I can't make up my mind. I can't think logically, nor do I want to. I'm a weird person.
Somehow, theres more I want to say. And I feel un-finished now, but I don't think I could squeeze anymore poetic feelings out of me that I can describe so easily to my live journal. I just can't shake the fact that I don't belong sometimes. Is that wierd?
Oh yeah and.. DO THIS SRSLY.
THIS IS THE FIRST IMPRESSION GAME!!!!
Reply to this with what you thought of me the first time you saw/met me.
Be honest!