giant long update
i jus had apple crisp it was the best ,
Justins wake thing was obviously very sad ,when i gave sheri(his mom) a hug ill never forget the look on her face it was soo sad .. open casket. it didnt even loook like him to me , i know those wernt his lips cuase i always use to say stuff to him about how he had no upper lip and they gave him like , full ones.. when i got there i was fine untill i walked up to the casket then walking away i started tearing up then i sat down and cryed for a good 20 mins had people stare at me cuase i was like sobbing then i jus stoped i dont know why , then a million more people showed up , my sister showed up walked up there with her , she poked him but she was done crying already she siad she was crying for 2 days straiight in school , i belive her
. makes me mad that people are all , Caitlins not even upset , she looked like she didnt care blahdeblahblah . shut up all of you , she is upset it really jus has not hit her yet like it has to others . She lost her best friend and her boyfriend that she was going to marry and have kids with , she obviosly is upset but she is in shock . so enough of that . I love you caitlin .
after that melissa me and nicole went to papa ginos ate so much food but then melissa started crying , then ha later we were in the pet store to get a feeder mouse for melissas snake but she wanted a dead one cuase she didnt want to hear it squeal and she told that to the guy but he said basically that shell have to use live ones and she started crying again(becuase of justin) and the guy was so confused he thought it was cuase she couldnt get a dead mouse haha man . he didnt know what to think . but then her mom said she jus came back from a funeral and hes liike ( a long puase) OH! ookay hahhaa . makes me laugh if you saw it ud laugh to . execpt for the fact she was crying that was really sad , i cryed to again afer on the way home
um i keep forgeting its friday cause we didnt have school monday , i wont be suprised if i wake up at 5 tommorow and start getting ready , for nothing then realize how dumb i am . my dad jus called me and said he probably wont be home untill sunday hes so busy all time now . hes going to two concerts going to boston and blah blah girlfriend girlfriend she runs his life .im not gonna get mad though , ill let him have fun before hes too old to do any thing . ha that sounded sad . my dad doesnt get old what am i talking about? but hes always trying to work all the tme and get every thing done he puts every one before him self and hes always like well what if i die tommrow i want to have done as much as i could . i love him
this is such along post but alots on my mind
raind today , not a good day to wear my oldnavy flip flops that i allways wear haha . goood thing there black . you know why
today in math , some thing happend in the hall and every one laughed. this wasnt your average moment . NORAMLLY every one has there own uique little laughs but ooooh no . for some strange reason every one did the same exact laugh almost like it was planned or some thing . then stoped . and acted like nothing happend. i was so weirded out! lindsey sits next to me i was like " UM why did every one jus have the same exact laugh?! " and shes like i know that was scary , she was a part of it too . haha too wierd the luagh went eh hehha
THE END
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Justins wake thing was obviously very sad ,when i gave sheri(his mom) a hug ill never forget the look on her face it was soo sad .. open casket. it didnt even loook like him to me , i know those wernt his lips cuase i always use to say stuff to him about how he had no upper lip and they gave him like , full ones.. when i got there i was fine untill i walked up to the casket then walking away i started tearing up then i sat down and cryed for a good 20 mins had people stare at me cuase i was like sobbing then i jus stoped i dont know why , then a million more people showed up , my sister showed up walked up there with her , she poked him but she was done crying already she siad she was crying for 2 days straiight in school , i belive her
. makes me mad that people are all , Caitlins not even upset , she looked like she didnt care blahdeblahblah . shut up all of you , she is upset it really jus has not hit her yet like it has to others . She lost her best friend and her boyfriend that she was going to marry and have kids with , she obviosly is upset but she is in shock . so enough of that . I love you caitlin .
after that melissa me and nicole went to papa ginos ate so much food but then melissa started crying , then ha later we were in the pet store to get a feeder mouse for melissas snake but she wanted a dead one cuase she didnt want to hear it squeal and she told that to the guy but he said basically that shell have to use live ones and she started crying again(becuase of justin) and the guy was so confused he thought it was cuase she couldnt get a dead mouse haha man . he didnt know what to think . but then her mom said she jus came back from a funeral and hes liike ( a long puase) OH! ookay hahhaa . makes me laugh if you saw it ud laugh to . execpt for the fact she was crying that was really sad , i cryed to again afer on the way home
um i keep forgeting its friday cause we didnt have school monday , i wont be suprised if i wake up at 5 tommorow and start getting ready , for nothing then realize how dumb i am . my dad jus called me and said he probably wont be home untill sunday hes so busy all time now . hes going to two concerts going to boston and blah blah girlfriend girlfriend she runs his life .im not gonna get mad though , ill let him have fun before hes too old to do any thing . ha that sounded sad . my dad doesnt get old what am i talking about? but hes always trying to work all the tme and get every thing done he puts every one before him self and hes always like well what if i die tommrow i want to have done as much as i could . i love him
this is such along post but alots on my mind
raind today , not a good day to wear my oldnavy flip flops that i allways wear haha . goood thing there black . you know why
today in math , some thing happend in the hall and every one laughed. this wasnt your average moment . NORAMLLY every one has there own uique little laughs but ooooh no . for some strange reason every one did the same exact laugh almost like it was planned or some thing . then stoped . and acted like nothing happend. i was so weirded out! lindsey sits next to me i was like " UM why did every one jus have the same exact laugh?! " and shes like i know that was scary , she was a part of it too . haha too wierd the luagh went eh hehha
THE END
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