Oct 11, 2004 20:47
ciatlin i hope youll read this cuase i havnt even got to talk to you yet
i wasnt home when you were over here at his house . i dont know your #
i jus wanna tell people this
on the way to rochester around 5ish there was a traffic jam and we didnt know what it was so we went around it .. then i felt really weird i couldnt talk for like 20 mins and some one siad whats wrong and i siad i think some one i know jus died . and i didnt know why i felt like that i jus had a drop in my heart but then i let it pass
next morning on the news i see justins smashed up car being pulled away and i heard the lady say boothby , but i was still half asleep so i thought maybe i was dreaming . and i said "holy shit i hope thats not him".
then i call my mom to get a ride home and she tells me that justin died .
i was in total and complete shock and it didnt even hit me untill 10 mins later cuase i thought there was no way it could be real. i of course cryed my eyes out and i still think im dreaming .. hh i feel so bad .. for his mom and caitlin especially . still havnt got to talk to either of them i jus got home ... man
dont feel like talking about the rest of my day it was fun but it doesnt matter jus wanted to say that justin ill miss ya man . remember all the walks wed go on every night up and down our road , ha and how wed have like in depth conversations about what happensto you after you die . i remember you telling me how scared you were to die.. cuase you didnt know what was gonna happen ..hope what ever happend to you it was good im sure it is cuase you were a good kid
Justin Boothby RIP youll be missed love ya
caitlin i want you to call me some time ha cuase i dont know where you are .... im so sorry you guys were so in love ..well you got to enjoy him while he lasted.
i jus feel bad i didnt talk to him as much as i used to.
not real