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[imafable04]

Hm, this is a little late of a blog I guess. I mean I was suppose to type this down a couple of days back but I got lazy. So I will do this quick because I'm sleepy and I have this monthly girl thing going on so yeah, let's just go sleep. Anyway, hmm, it's my first time to be at a club SINGLE. Yes. My friends invited me to go club with them with certain goals in mind. First of all, FIND A GUY. Well for me they were like "Yah! Issi go for guys first this time around no girls!" And I'd just laugh it off. So yeah maybe I kind of swing both ways though I don't think I've really settled which gender to go for if I'm ever going to go for someone (but I think I will. I'm getting lonely). So. Anyway, he were are at a club, friends enjoyed dolling me up and yeah so we dance and stuff and I knew this office mate of a friend was lesbian but she didn't know I was so I was probably stealing glances all night because....SHE WAS PRETTY. She was the type of girl you'd want to take care of. Really cute but then, nah, people only learn to like me when they get to talk to me. Obviously I don't have the face and no I don't have the body. Plus yes, I suck at socializing all too much. So yeah, dance dance we go and....B-BAM. Some guy walks up to me and talks to me while we're dancing and we dance for a while and I learn his name was Jonas (yes I wasn't deaf and glad enough to have heard his name). He was cute. But then I think I got too shy and he got bored and left. Too bad...

Well at least that was probably the first time I almost got picked up at a club. Not a bad experience but I suck at socializing. Gotta work on that I guess. Well quick is quick. I'm going to go lay down.

PS: I noticed I can't stay at home too much. I get too sad.