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[imafable04]

 I'm back to feeling like not wanting to be home and not wanting to be out. Not wanting to be in the company of anyone...The want to disappear and all that is strong again. Everything's so cold and I can't even meet the eyes of my mom. I guess I'm ashamed of who I am. That I'm such a let down.

I just want to go poof... :(