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Jun 03, 2005 19:58

on of my good friends at work claimed that ive changed and that ive been being a kiss ass. Its a bummer yeah i kiss ass only because i think it gets me the respect and that the managers will leave me alone because they are confident i can do something by myself. Also because the better i project myself the more hours i get i average a 26/28 hour week i need 40 hrs to eat,pay bills,drive and slummin around. and saks full time is 36 hrs I cant live on 260 a week now that im actually going to a college this year it will be less than that. I think my attitude changed when i got my review i had the highest score in my dept and i got the best raise in the store...that makes anyone feel powerful and i wanted to work harder to get a even better raise next time.. I also cant do what the kids do at the store I cant stand around and talk and goof off i cant call in because i dont feel like working..its not in my nature and i cant afford to do so. I can think back to all the partys i missed,all the group hangout nights, the time i could of spent with my family at cubs games or concerts but i couldnt i had a responsibility i had to work. So i broke down appologizing to my friends saying im sorry im sorry forgive me. i feel so lame...
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