can you catch me?
Im running now I have no idea why i hate running i stare out my window at the joggers/runners that trek along and think "what a ass running at this temp or this time of day who do you gotta impress?" im thinking if people are thinking the same about me now. But i dont go the same route all the time there are some things i like about it i like telling myself just make it to the tree or stop sign i like how if im angry about something it diminishes with every landing my foot makes on the asphalt. i like how it gives me time to talk to my dad not out loud but inside tell him whats happening how i would handle a situation.i know thats sappy but i also think of funny things to say or funny comebacks. i like how for a half hour im not self conscious. but like i mentioned i do hate it i hate concentrating on how im breathing,posture and if im turning my foot weird. I never like running jogging in high school it was lame it sucked running around in a circle what are we lab rats?? But im starting to notice the benefits like i dont enduldge as much and i get full quicker i goto bed earlier and i dont run outta breath walking up the stairs.. now im not trying to be all fancy pants because im doing this like 4 times a week and i may get bored and stop doing it in a month but hey when you find something that works you stick with it right?