Some things just make me want to kill myself.
Yeah, seeing people fucking starve on the side of a building is fucking depressing. I felt like killing myself right there. I gouge myself with succulent foods. Spending all my money on myself. Not thinking about anyone else. If I had some money to spare, which I would have if I had not bought my boca burgers and all the other expensive foods I bought, I would have spared him a few dollars to get something to eat. But no. I'm just like everyone else in this world. I can't help it. I'm a severe disappointment to the world. I'm a human. Even though my family doesn't have ANY money, I try to help out anyone I can. These $375 a week unemployment checks are soon to run out. I can't find a job. I've tried everywhere.
Also, today, My father and I, had a discussion about the death penalty. We've had 2 family members murdered in the past 10 years. Their killers spent minimal time in prison. My uncles killers never even went in front of the judge. The whole thing was pardoned. My cousin. Murdered at the age of 2. His killer was in jail for 5 years... only 5 years for murdering an infant. What is wrong with the judicial system? Everything. When a man only gets 5 years in prison for murdering an infant, there proves something is wrong. When he killed him, he didn't die fast. He died slow. Being thrown against walls, and being choked. What kind of man would do that to a child?
And When 7 men can gang up on 1 man and murder him, and get no time, there, yet again, proves something wrong with america's judicial system. I love this country, but i hate every last person that runs it. I think they should all rot in hell. If something like this ever happened to you. You would understand it. It's not something you can just remove from your mind. Especially when injustice is done. it's not something you can just imagining happen. its something you must deal with to understand.
And great words from a not so great man, my dad, in discussion of the riots in Isreal...
"There will never be a winner, they will all lose one day."
I'm going to sleep.
Have a great night, and a great day.
Also, today, My father and I, had a discussion about the death penalty. We've had 2 family members murdered in the past 10 years. Their killers spent minimal time in prison. My uncles killers never even went in front of the judge. The whole thing was pardoned. My cousin. Murdered at the age of 2. His killer was in jail for 5 years... only 5 years for murdering an infant. What is wrong with the judicial system? Everything. When a man only gets 5 years in prison for murdering an infant, there proves something is wrong. When he killed him, he didn't die fast. He died slow. Being thrown against walls, and being choked. What kind of man would do that to a child?
And When 7 men can gang up on 1 man and murder him, and get no time, there, yet again, proves something wrong with america's judicial system. I love this country, but i hate every last person that runs it. I think they should all rot in hell. If something like this ever happened to you. You would understand it. It's not something you can just remove from your mind. Especially when injustice is done. it's not something you can just imagining happen. its something you must deal with to understand.
And great words from a not so great man, my dad, in discussion of the riots in Isreal...
"There will never be a winner, they will all lose one day."
I'm going to sleep.
Have a great night, and a great day.