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Ahh.... yesterday was fun... i got a little crazy...
i hate boys... they are so stupid.
gah... i dont want to admit this but... im starting to like him... like a good decent amount... enough so that when i think of his face it brings a smile to my face...
thats not good... because... it could make me susceptible to getting hurt... i hate it when they have the power... and hey, even if he does, it doesnt matter because i wont let him have it...
gosh he is such a fucking jerk... and A CONFUSING ONE! gah im dead serious...
one minute he seems so insecure but then the next minute he seems soooo fucking cocky... its like, "please take your head out of your ass cuz its really up there..."
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so i never finished that entry from yesterday...
yesterday i went to a club in nyc woo hoo :)
it was fun! i dance with a lot of guys and i got this one guy to buy me and my friend ash a couple of drinks... it was awesome. i told him i went to NYU i mean i feel bad lying to people but sometimes its fun to make up a story and stuff to tell strangers... i remember that one time on thanksgiving when giovannie and mariana and alma came to nyc and we wanted to get someone to buy us liquor and i told the guy that hit on me and bought us liquor that my name was nancy hahahaha fun times... i felt bad too cuz i gave him the wrong number too.
lol anyways, i guess i should just go to sleep... its getting really late and i have to go to work tomorrow...
i hope something good happens this week... im feeling really depressed lately...
i hate boys... they are so stupid.
gah... i dont want to admit this but... im starting to like him... like a good decent amount... enough so that when i think of his face it brings a smile to my face...
thats not good... because... it could make me susceptible to getting hurt... i hate it when they have the power... and hey, even if he does, it doesnt matter because i wont let him have it...
gosh he is such a fucking jerk... and A CONFUSING ONE! gah im dead serious...
one minute he seems so insecure but then the next minute he seems soooo fucking cocky... its like, "please take your head out of your ass cuz its really up there..."
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so i never finished that entry from yesterday...
yesterday i went to a club in nyc woo hoo :)
it was fun! i dance with a lot of guys and i got this one guy to buy me and my friend ash a couple of drinks... it was awesome. i told him i went to NYU i mean i feel bad lying to people but sometimes its fun to make up a story and stuff to tell strangers... i remember that one time on thanksgiving when giovannie and mariana and alma came to nyc and we wanted to get someone to buy us liquor and i told the guy that hit on me and bought us liquor that my name was nancy hahahaha fun times... i felt bad too cuz i gave him the wrong number too.
lol anyways, i guess i should just go to sleep... its getting really late and i have to go to work tomorrow...
i hope something good happens this week... im feeling really depressed lately...