Feb 15, 2004 00:47
today hurt alot.. not because it was v-day. i could careless but because of things that happened. i can't get over what cindy said to me. it just keeps running through my head. another person who promised me i would NEVER lose them. yeah right. krys and i couldn't even hang out today. we talked for 2hrs on the phone tho. but thats not the same. shes my best friend and its hell to even try and see her. i don't get it. so i had to try and keep my mind off things. i have so much on my mind its making me crazy. no one really understands me or how i feel. my body hurts. it aches with so much pain that i want out. i wish there was away off of this earth without hurting the people you love. i donno
went to the movies tonight with some friends...
it was ok i guess. Saw the butterfly effect. not a bad movie. didn't help too much with keeping my mind off things.
my battery went dead in my car today. had to buy a new one.. kinda stunk
welp don't really have much more to say.. im outta here