Call Me Selfish Call Me What You'd Like
Errr No Cell Phone = the death of my popularity
seriously usually im out everynight doing something fun or at least not just sitting at home like a god damn loser but someone stole my cell phone and now i hate life.
last night was my 2nd night in a row dreaming about nick, just saying that name gives me a sick feeling in my stomach. i need someone to cuddle me the way he used to, and someone to impress me the way he always did. but i dont think anyone ever could compare.............
i remember this one night back in like 8th grade it was me bobby, christina and nick all hanging out in christina's room and it was really late at night and me and nick were cuddling in a pile of clothes by christina's closet and she had this dorky song on and all i remember was nick singing this one part to me that went "what do u get when you fall in love...." i dont remember the rest but i would give anything and everything for those days back. those were the best days of my life and it's hard to know they are gone forever.
this is why i hate being at home, i have time to think. i like keeping so busy and always being on the run so i dont have to think, it hurts too much.
seriously usually im out everynight doing something fun or at least not just sitting at home like a god damn loser but someone stole my cell phone and now i hate life.
last night was my 2nd night in a row dreaming about nick, just saying that name gives me a sick feeling in my stomach. i need someone to cuddle me the way he used to, and someone to impress me the way he always did. but i dont think anyone ever could compare.............
i remember this one night back in like 8th grade it was me bobby, christina and nick all hanging out in christina's room and it was really late at night and me and nick were cuddling in a pile of clothes by christina's closet and she had this dorky song on and all i remember was nick singing this one part to me that went "what do u get when you fall in love...." i dont remember the rest but i would give anything and everything for those days back. those were the best days of my life and it's hard to know they are gone forever.
this is why i hate being at home, i have time to think. i like keeping so busy and always being on the run so i dont have to think, it hurts too much.