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ok i don't write in here anymore because its really fucking stupid now...but let me just add to my journal--for archives sake, that it's so weird and refreshing to be in a relationship again. It fits differently, I'm getting used to it, but all I know is that somehow it feels better. Its so weird that having a relationship makes everything better, sad really. I spent so long (and to this day somewhat) mourning the loss of my previous relationship. But now, things are so good. dude seriously, he treats me like I'm worth every penny he has and like everything I do and say and wear (haha) is perfect. God sometimes I guess is very very merciful. For serious...I lucked out. So this is the "up" entry, countering all the ones that I've done before this where I was crying my little eyes out and grieving every second. Right now I'm fabulous. And he does this to me.