Apr 07, 2006 11:10
Rules: List 10 things you want to say to people on your friends list but know you never will. Don't say who they are.
1.You're kind of like my little baby. You know, my boy. My little provider. I think about you a lot. I appreciate you so much, and what we got going on. I can't even describe what it is, but it's the best relationship ever. Non-invasive, non-destructive. Excepting. Perfect. You make me feel whole. Love you darling. Don't be embarrassed of us.
2. You're my other half. You know so much about me, it's sick. I really don't think I'm more comfortable with anyone. I've never been able to be like that with anyone. For us to literally be completely ourselves, all the time. Constantly. You know all my secrets, which is scary. I love you, we better be like this forever.
3.You really need to grow up. You're entirely too dramatic constantly. I know that I am sensitive, and make things into big deals, and i hate myself for that. but you, you give no recognition to your biggest flaw. You need to calm the fuck down...all the time. Stop feeling sorry for yourself about everything.
4. You are an amazing, consoling person...sometimes. What we have is incredible, yet I feel like you let so many people interrupt that. It's like I'm your little secret or something. I feel like you would choose anyone over me. And that makes no sense to me. You get jealous so easily, you get mean and hurtful a lot. And i'm tired of it, because I love you.
5. Where the fuck are you? I miss you so much. You won't read this, and that sucks. It's fucking devastating. I know i fucked up really bad. You did too. We did it to eachother, and to ourselves. It was a mistake..doing that. But not everything was a mistake. Not everything. I love you, I'm sorry I can't love you like you do me. But just take romance away from the equation, and you got my heart. I'm sorry. Let's mend things in a couple years. Don't disappear forever.
6. I feel like you really let me down. You dropped the ball. You were something really special to me, and you have no problem with letting me down. You hurt my feelings really bad. I feel like an idiot if rarely I ever talk to you. We had a really good friendship. I know that I fucked up a lot of things, I know I did. And I'm sorry for being crazy. I do that a lot I'm noticing. but you are too, and don't disregard that. Make things better, please. Care.
7. I don't like how you can keep up with all your other old friends but me. Who encouraged and supported you, and made you laugh all the time, and was your friend first. What did I do wrong? Why did all the sudden I become insignificant? That doesn't make sense. And it isn't fair, and I miss us being friends, and I don't know why you don't miss it enough to do something about it.
8. You are really boring. You are serious all the time. Lighten up. Stop being so weird. Keep a lot of your good qualities. But laugh once in a while. Have fun. Be cheerful. Stop talking about horrible, depressing shit.
9. You can be so mean. Really...so mean. You hurt everyone around you. You make people feel like shit. So don't be so alarmed when something comes around for you. Just shut your mouth. Don't open it. Don't spew out hateful remarks. Be a nice person. And stop faking with me.
10. You are a really cool person. You have always been really nice to me...incomparably nice. You make me feel good about myself. I feel like you honestly give a shit about what I have to say, and what I do, and what I write, and how I live, and what I give :) You seriously are a beautiful person. I'm glad to know you. I really, really am.