Feb 27, 2007 21:59
clarification:
i'm not denying the past. i'm overlooking the present that seems to be denied.
and i'm okay with that. sort of. i know it's always going to be there and i can't do anything about it except hope that maybe it might just fade away one day. one of these days i'll realize [read: accept] it and get over it.
for now it's whatever. i'm content in the fucked up life i lead. ;p
anyway, lent started on february 21st. it's day 6 and i still want a hamburger. i just found out that sundays don't count... so therefore i could be eating red meat on them. i think i'm just going to stick with not eating it... i know it's no bueno for me as much as i eat it.
i know we're headed somewhere
i can see how far we've come
but still i can't remember anything