wow.
if what i think is going on IS really going on... it's really fucked up.
mainly because the distance is just as far... and that was a bullshit excuse. again.
i want to know what i did or do or am that makes me so fucking unworthy. and i want to know what it is that makes it so okay to fuck me over that way. twice.
i also want to know how it was justified claiming LOVE for me... when it's so very obvious that it isn't the case.
and if it is the case, if those feelings really fucking exist... that's an odd fucking way of showing them.
you don't read this anyway. and these are all things i should say to your face... but the last time i did that, i got yelled at... so forgive me if i'm not exactly looking forward to talking to you.
mainly because the distance is just as far... and that was a bullshit excuse. again.
i want to know what i did or do or am that makes me so fucking unworthy. and i want to know what it is that makes it so okay to fuck me over that way. twice.
i also want to know how it was justified claiming LOVE for me... when it's so very obvious that it isn't the case.
and if it is the case, if those feelings really fucking exist... that's an odd fucking way of showing them.
you don't read this anyway. and these are all things i should say to your face... but the last time i did that, i got yelled at... so forgive me if i'm not exactly looking forward to talking to you.