Oh no he didnt
So I wont be in school Wed or thursday. I am gonna miss so much shit. God I hate missing school. I thought I was only going to miss one day of school but now it is two. Damnit. Im proud of myself though, I only cried twice and I only snapped at one person. It was so hard though. I was upset all day, not in a good mood till newspaper cause they made me laugh. But I realized how much I am gonna miss this woman.
I also found out that not only is philip comin to the funeral but so is chuck and all the rest of them. ANd chuck is coming to x-mas at my papous. WTF! I am not going to be able to handle this. I dont wanna see him. Anna told me to just acknowledge him, but I hate giving him that time or thought. It's like giving him his way. My aunt kari said she is gonna take care of me and I kno she will. I love her so much. She understands my situdation with my dad causemy cousin, her daughter, is goin through the same thing. LIke her doesnt deserve to be there. HE igonered this family, he doesnt talk to my papou aka his dad, he even calls him george, my papou's real name. My Aunt Kari said he isnt comin to x-mas, the funeral is enough. And my papou wont want him there either. And its not just to protect me, but papou too. Cause we alll know chuck is coming to act fake. GOd I reallly dislike this man, why is he related to me. GOD!!! What have I dont wrong for all of this stupid shit happened in my life. Seriously I first lost my lil bro adn sis', my brother, justin, and now yaya. Honestly wtf.
I also found out that not only is philip comin to the funeral but so is chuck and all the rest of them. ANd chuck is coming to x-mas at my papous. WTF! I am not going to be able to handle this. I dont wanna see him. Anna told me to just acknowledge him, but I hate giving him that time or thought. It's like giving him his way. My aunt kari said she is gonna take care of me and I kno she will. I love her so much. She understands my situdation with my dad causemy cousin, her daughter, is goin through the same thing. LIke her doesnt deserve to be there. HE igonered this family, he doesnt talk to my papou aka his dad, he even calls him george, my papou's real name. My Aunt Kari said he isnt comin to x-mas, the funeral is enough. And my papou wont want him there either. And its not just to protect me, but papou too. Cause we alll know chuck is coming to act fake. GOd I reallly dislike this man, why is he related to me. GOD!!! What have I dont wrong for all of this stupid shit happened in my life. Seriously I first lost my lil bro adn sis', my brother, justin, and now yaya. Honestly wtf.