New things
Finally I remembered how to update from the school. SO in newspaper right now casue we have a sub cause Kuz is out and we dont kno why, its kinda scary casue we kno she had a root canal on friday and we havent seen her since and yesturdays sub didnt give a us a good sign about her. NE way this homecoming weekend was great. I dnaced my life away. I didnt have a date and I wasnt as bad as I was at prom but it was still fun. I was def all over westin, but it was ok. I guess according to lexi and tanya they asked him ot take me but he wasnt for sure he was goin or he would and he ended up comin adn aroudn 8;30 he started to hang out with us and then for the rest of hte nite he was with us. And for some reason since like 2 weeks ago I have been attracted to him, I dont kno hwy but i am, embarrassing as this is, I am really glad we danced together, even though he was a lil tipsy but w/e. I got my pics back from homecoming. They are great, most ppl are getting doubles, so if i give u a double u get one, if i dont give u a double, srry.
So new things besides homecoming, i am now over justin, for good. I mena when i call him he hardly talks to me and shit, he doesnt make ne efforts to be my friend and I am risking so much shit to continue this friendship that we had. I mean we were so close and he told me that we cnat throw it away, but look who is now. It sucks but I can get ova it, so many things in my life are changing adn so many ppl are leaving my life this year I can handle another one, right? I hope so, I mean ppl are leaving left and right, its getting to be a pretty normal thing in my life. First my dad and that whole family, then my brother, now justin. Its ok guys I can handle it. I kinda am losing my mom too, ever since my brother moved she changed into a totally new person, it kinda sucks, but liek I siad I can handle it.
So new things besides homecoming, i am now over justin, for good. I mena when i call him he hardly talks to me and shit, he doesnt make ne efforts to be my friend and I am risking so much shit to continue this friendship that we had. I mean we were so close and he told me that we cnat throw it away, but look who is now. It sucks but I can get ova it, so many things in my life are changing adn so many ppl are leaving my life this year I can handle another one, right? I hope so, I mean ppl are leaving left and right, its getting to be a pretty normal thing in my life. First my dad and that whole family, then my brother, now justin. Its ok guys I can handle it. I kinda am losing my mom too, ever since my brother moved she changed into a totally new person, it kinda sucks, but liek I siad I can handle it.