Forgiveness
So i was watchin brat camp and it has made me realize how much i wanna cousil kids. How much i wanna change someones elses life. How amazing that feeling it would be? But i realized I have to forgive my dad. The reason I hate him so much and cant stand him is cause I havent forgiven him yet. And honestly i dont kno how. I am so mad at him for movin, and leavin me and seperatin me from half of my family. How do u forgive someone for doin that? Like i seriously sit here and am lost. Because usually when u forgive someone u are like its ok and u say u forgive because u understand why watever happened happened. But i still do not understand y he left? Thats why it is so hard to forgive? But cause I dont kno how to get ova it, I dont kno how and I am nto gona be able to forgive him til i figure that out, maybe I will just have to call him. Work up all of my strenght and give him a call. Cause Lord knows the pain wont go away till i forgive him.