BYE
He's actually moving. I cant beleive it. I thought he woudl go to court or sumthin, make the process longer. BUt no we have 9 days left with Philip, 9 days. And does he really get the chance to say bye to ne one, no because startin wed we will be at my grandparents house alot to see my aunt, who lives in Maine. OMG. I am in total shock right now. I have 9 days left with my brother. I dont kno when I am goin to see him again, whether it is goin to be x-mas, easter or summer vacation. Is he gonna see me graduate, I dont kno. This fuckin sucks. Like I kno when we got in fights I would say move to AZ, but I didnt really mean it. I swear I didnt. BUt its too late now. And like I feel bad for his friends because like I said there is no time for them before he leaves. I am gonna hardly have time for him, omg omg omg. I cant beleive this shit. LIfe is so unfair, I mean I kno I am not the poorest person or homeless. (I have been close to it though). I have been through so much fuckin shit that God u really feel I need more. Honestly am I that much of a bad person I need more of this fuckin shit. Well I guess might be more peaceful, maybe I am over exagtering alil. Ahh idk.
I need to go.
Peace
I need to go.
Peace