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So I finally have some fucking internet.
Actually I've had it.
Just not on my computer.
So I really havent felt like updating anything at all.
Lets see. My best friend has forgotten about me. I know he's always there for me but sometimes I want to know whats going on. Like if he's gonna say "I love you" to a girl, I wanna know about it. I mean he already tells me if he's fucked a girl and who he's fucked and when and how it was. He is the only person that HAS TO know what drugs I do. And if I try any new ones he has to be there or he has to be called before I do it. Its whats been happening since day one. I'm here for him and hes there for me. But I've been feeling kinda out of the bubble anymore. Its ok thou. I'm sure he'll make up for it?
I should have gone to the beach tonight. Stupid retarted Dan phone and being to afraid of not making it there. Whatever. It could have been a good night but instead, like always, it wasnt. I dont hate myself or anything.
I need to find a job.
And a new place to live.
Maybe a new life.
Yeah; riiiight.
Actually I've had it.
Just not on my computer.
So I really havent felt like updating anything at all.
Lets see. My best friend has forgotten about me. I know he's always there for me but sometimes I want to know whats going on. Like if he's gonna say "I love you" to a girl, I wanna know about it. I mean he already tells me if he's fucked a girl and who he's fucked and when and how it was. He is the only person that HAS TO know what drugs I do. And if I try any new ones he has to be there or he has to be called before I do it. Its whats been happening since day one. I'm here for him and hes there for me. But I've been feeling kinda out of the bubble anymore. Its ok thou. I'm sure he'll make up for it?
I should have gone to the beach tonight. Stupid retarted Dan phone and being to afraid of not making it there. Whatever. It could have been a good night but instead, like always, it wasnt. I dont hate myself or anything.
I need to find a job.
And a new place to live.
Maybe a new life.
Yeah; riiiight.