I know that whatever you decide...
You'll do great at. You have this thing... When you really put your mind to it and try, And actually show up :P, You are really good at whatever it is you're doing. I know it's hard making these decisions, especially with where you're at in life right now. I wish I was there as a friend to give you advice and help you through it, but for now this is all I'm gonna do. It seems to be the only way to communicate with you. I don't know how you're feeling about me, if you miss, me or hate me, or just don't give a shit anymore, but I miss you. Not just being with you. I mean I miss being you're friend and someone you could rely on and vice versa. Just know I support you one hundred percent and I am really super proud of you. <3