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wow, this weekend was great!! So todays Hollys birthday but yesterdaywas her party and it was so much fun!! Ok so first chelsea and gina went over her house, then at about 3:30, me and ariana went over there...ok, so then it was about 3:45 and erin (who lives right down the street from holly) still wasnt there when everyone was supposed to be there at 3:30, so we called her and told her to get here asap, then sam and katherine called andn said that they will be there really soon so yea, by the time erin got there it was 4:00 and it takes like an hour just to get there and he had to leave by 6:30 so yea, anyways...we skated for a while at interskate 91 and then we played Lazer Tag which by the way is the best game in the frikken world!!!! lol...then we went home and ate..and ate and ate...and we were talking for like hours then we went outside and then steve and neeko called, then they came over and me and chelsea feel asleep, when we woke back up, me and chelsea went downstairs and they rest of them stayed outside and hung out until 3 i guess and then we all woke up at 12:00 PM and we just started eating chips for like an hour, then watched moulin rouge, then chelsea and gina left so we went to the park but erins mom came :O and took her away..hehe..so we went back to the house, we all got dressed and stuff and then went to applebees..so yea it was relly fun
but...of course there was a downside to this weekend...I ended up practically crying because ok, the 8th gradters went to DC for all last week and just came back last night at 11 so I was excited to talk to ben today but heather meunier imed me and told me to im ben asap!! so i was like ok?? so I imed him and hes like erika, we need to talk..and i already knew what he was going to say becuase like a day before they left he imed me and said, yea, theres this boat thing and i was wondering if you would mind if i danced with someone and im like yea...and he kept trying to argue with me that it doesnt mean anything and im like, you still dont dance with ppl when you have a g/f or b/f and he kept going on that it doesnt mean anything so finally hes like..w/e ill be alone lol, so im like yea, you do that but i knew something just told me that he was going to do it anyways so i wanted to make sure we wasnt going to lie to me and i kno this is wrong but i had lauren keep and extra eye out on him and when i imed him today hes like erika, we need to talk, i danced with someone and i hugged them and i was holding hands with them, and im like what?!?! and he said im sry i feel really bad so i was likel wtf is ur problem so yea, right now i dont kno what is going to happen and i dont really want to talk to him tonight but i dont want to just leave the subject so i dont kno if im going to break up with him or if im going to stay with him so im just so confused and so upset and so happy at the same time...happy from my weekend confused from how could ben do that to me upset from the fact that he did do it to me and pissed since he did do it to me
but...of course there was a downside to this weekend...I ended up practically crying because ok, the 8th gradters went to DC for all last week and just came back last night at 11 so I was excited to talk to ben today but heather meunier imed me and told me to im ben asap!! so i was like ok?? so I imed him and hes like erika, we need to talk..and i already knew what he was going to say becuase like a day before they left he imed me and said, yea, theres this boat thing and i was wondering if you would mind if i danced with someone and im like yea...and he kept trying to argue with me that it doesnt mean anything and im like, you still dont dance with ppl when you have a g/f or b/f and he kept going on that it doesnt mean anything so finally hes like..w/e ill be alone lol, so im like yea, you do that but i knew something just told me that he was going to do it anyways so i wanted to make sure we wasnt going to lie to me and i kno this is wrong but i had lauren keep and extra eye out on him and when i imed him today hes like erika, we need to talk, i danced with someone and i hugged them and i was holding hands with them, and im like what?!?! and he said im sry i feel really bad so i was likel wtf is ur problem so yea, right now i dont kno what is going to happen and i dont really want to talk to him tonight but i dont want to just leave the subject so i dont kno if im going to break up with him or if im going to stay with him so im just so confused and so upset and so happy at the same time...happy from my weekend confused from how could ben do that to me upset from the fact that he did do it to me and pissed since he did do it to me