Blah-ness.
I'm so insanely bored you have no idea. It's really hard to find people on this damn site I have realized. 'Cause you know I know certain people have LJ because they talk about them on various other sites but you can't search people by their actual names on here. I guess it just makes it harder for like, child molesters to find you but if your dumb enough to talk to people you don't know on the internet you almost deserve to be raped.
I'm quite cynical lately as I have noticed. I don't really know why either. Just a bunch of people piss me off. Normally I take a bunch of dumb shit from my Dad and think nothing of it. But in the past two days I've been a bitch every time that he does something even slightly mean. I'm usually really nice and just swallow mean/stupid/condescending comments like tofu. I don't like them but I can deal with it.
If you look at how my LJ page is do I look that mean? What is wrong with me lately? Maybe I'm just tired of being all walked over all the time. Lurian says I'm the happiest angry person she knows. I guess I suppress a lot of rage but I'm almost always chipper. <--heh heh I said chipper. My mind is so bi polar. It also doesn't help when you can't concentrate on one thing for too long...