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I can't even put it into words. This past week I've felt my heart beat more. Probably because it's in so much pain, that I feel it.
I love Rachel Ann, thank you for being there when I needed you so much. I'm so glad I was able to sleep in your room. You are my Rachel Ann, and I am your bunny. heh.
I wish I was doing something right now. I have plenty to do but I really just want to escape from it all.
I love you Ari. Thank you for calling me, I wasn't sure when you would find out and I wanted to know your response and be able to be there for you. When I first found out I told Peter you would hate him. And then Peter asked me if he could tell you. And I said of course, it's gonna hurt a hell of a lot and that you should hear it from him.
I'm still in shock, and even though I don't want them to, my eyes water sometimes.
I cared about him so much. I would have always wished the best for him, but he obviously didn't care about me because he didn't wish me the same.
What a piece of shit. I need to let go.
I guess some people only learn from personal experience.
I love Rachel Ann, thank you for being there when I needed you so much. I'm so glad I was able to sleep in your room. You are my Rachel Ann, and I am your bunny. heh.
I wish I was doing something right now. I have plenty to do but I really just want to escape from it all.
I love you Ari. Thank you for calling me, I wasn't sure when you would find out and I wanted to know your response and be able to be there for you. When I first found out I told Peter you would hate him. And then Peter asked me if he could tell you. And I said of course, it's gonna hurt a hell of a lot and that you should hear it from him.
I'm still in shock, and even though I don't want them to, my eyes water sometimes.
I cared about him so much. I would have always wished the best for him, but he obviously didn't care about me because he didn't wish me the same.
What a piece of shit. I need to let go.
I guess some people only learn from personal experience.