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lately all i can feel is overwhelmed; it's driving me insane because I don't like accidentally being shitty to people. I know it's just the typical "omg, i'm gonna have a career in a few years! what if i don't graduate? what if i can't find one? what if i fail another class? how is school even remotely relevant to the rest of my life?!" type bullshit, but i don't appreciate it. midterms suck. however, because i studied my butt off from thursday until last night, they've been tolerable.
I get unhappy when i have to relinquish control of my life over school.
I am a control freak deep down.
I wanna run away to someplace with sun; if even for a day.
may go to s. california for spring break.
after 12.30 today things will look up- i already know.
PS: high school annoyed me.
I get unhappy when i have to relinquish control of my life over school.
I am a control freak deep down.
I wanna run away to someplace with sun; if even for a day.
may go to s. california for spring break.
after 12.30 today things will look up- i already know.
PS: high school annoyed me.