i do not need
i do not need to declare, how my life must have become gradually more amazing. and i have grown out of certain things. i also do not need to think about things that have come to pass. because they passed.
and past is past
tomorow
is tomorow
but right now
i am wondering what happened in the stock room in work today
when i flashed back through my entire life
and realized i was staring at the flourescent light for about 20 minutes when i came out of it
it is pretty much useless to whine about how bad things are anymore. i have come to figure out that it doesn't help in the least. i am also done putting myself into assinine relationships because i feel like i need one and try to start one with all the wrong people. i have been single for a month and a half now
and im fine with it staying that way
prince lancelot isn't crossing the moat anytime soon anyways.
i do wonder though, when im going to stop wanting things to hurry up. because i realized everything goes so fast.
eternal sunshine of a spotless mind is amazing. and so is about five glasses of black tea.
i need new glasses.
i figure im deleting this thing since i could care less about comments, and whats the point anyways when i can just keep it in a journal and make my entries much more personal
instead of hoping for approval from some people
in form of numbers
somehow, everything always ends in numbers.
and whales.
everything has changed in the past six months
and for those of you who know me, take a closer look.
you don't know me at all.
well, this time it's ending in whales.
the end is whales
and there is nothing you , or anyone else can do about it
i've got infinite spray paint
good money
a really full brain
and a whole world to pour it on.
WHALES
and past is past
tomorow
is tomorow
but right now
i am wondering what happened in the stock room in work today
when i flashed back through my entire life
and realized i was staring at the flourescent light for about 20 minutes when i came out of it
it is pretty much useless to whine about how bad things are anymore. i have come to figure out that it doesn't help in the least. i am also done putting myself into assinine relationships because i feel like i need one and try to start one with all the wrong people. i have been single for a month and a half now
and im fine with it staying that way
prince lancelot isn't crossing the moat anytime soon anyways.
i do wonder though, when im going to stop wanting things to hurry up. because i realized everything goes so fast.
eternal sunshine of a spotless mind is amazing. and so is about five glasses of black tea.
i need new glasses.
i figure im deleting this thing since i could care less about comments, and whats the point anyways when i can just keep it in a journal and make my entries much more personal
instead of hoping for approval from some people
in form of numbers
somehow, everything always ends in numbers.
and whales.
everything has changed in the past six months
and for those of you who know me, take a closer look.
you don't know me at all.
well, this time it's ending in whales.
the end is whales
and there is nothing you , or anyone else can do about it
i've got infinite spray paint
good money
a really full brain
and a whole world to pour it on.
WHALES